moment of weakness….
Looking in a mirror I find very little to be proud of. I am 27 years old with a dead end job, no college degree or skill to gane me anything in life, I have no children nor do I own my own home. Everything I have is and has been given to me my whole life. I am worthless. Useless and beyond a reason of doubt the most idoitc fool known to man. I have one good and amazing thing in my life and that happens to be the woman who loves me for reasons I will never know. She should leave me, walk out the door and never look back. I am an unmedacated crazy who has moment like this where it just doesn’t seem like anything matters. I live in a world I create in my own mind d to hide from the real adult world. I don’t act my age and I still think I am 16 again.
I don’t want to die. I am frightened of growing old and being forgotten. I don’t want to become nothing. I don’t want to lose those I love dearly…..I am just so scared….
Our psychological state allows us to see only what we want/need/feel to see at a particular time. What are the first five words that you see?
Note though: These projective tests are not empirically supported by studies. This is just for fun.
Time, Life, Friends, Happy, Trust
the first word i read was “danger” and that one’s not even in there im laughing (i think the others were i, pee, games and trust)
Think, Friend, Food, Smart, Beautiful,
I ma beyond tired of this crap, I am unsure how much more I can take. Adults acting like children and throwing temper tantrums when some one says no. Using unkind words and implying that the staff’s intelligence level is low than that of a common grain of dirt is just devastating. You can not go in to a place of business and demand that policies and rules be broken or bent to suit your needs and you do not tell a person who is suffering nearly 100 degree heat while still using a tool that only increases said heat to make sure you do not go hungry. You do not have to jump across the counter and hug us, you do not have to offer any form of help but understanding would be nice for a change. Just because we work in fast food does not mean we are lower beings and do not deserve any form of respect. People we handle your food, if we were not on our game following these rules and policies you would become very ill or worse, that is why these things are created in enforced. We are made to be understanding when your day has not gone as well as you like it the only difference is we have to deal with more of you than you do of us. You showed out and had to make yourself feel right about your tantrum all over a 2$ pizza that was to replace the sandwich you messed up yourself. I do not understand this and I can not wrap my mind around your own thought pattern but that is not my job to understand you. It is not my place to do anything other than what my mental level will allow me to do. Seeing you think I have the education level of a preschooler as it stands I see no point in your fit or being upset with the so called rude behavior of the staff and I in response to your abrasive, abusive, arrogant and hateful manner in which you yourself spoke and behaved with us, it should in fact be understood that we were only acting as illiterate bunch of heathens that you see us to be.
You have no right to treat us that way. We ARE human, no different than you.
I will never understand how people these days feel the need to say whatever they please to whomever they please without thought of feelings or the out come.
Where did all this hate come from?
This is one of those days I wish I could just not care any more, to no longer give a shit what anyone had to say or felt like doing.
You are so mean…..*sobs uncontrollably *